這一篇是之前參加寒天七舞的創挑《曲中事,歌中人~歌曲中的故事》時寫的,以下會先放一段歌的連結和歌詞,接著再往下一段是逆空裡面的人物「張盈月」在幾個重要時刻的心聲。
我是在無意間剛好有機會聽到,才知道有這首歌。很幸運能遇到一首幾乎完全符合故事中人物心境的歌,就像是為了這個角色寫的。如果您還沒閱讀完逆空#34(含)以前的篇章,建議先不要看這篇,會爆雷。
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《時光洪流》--程響
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歌詞:
我預演過千次百次的重逢513Please respect copyright.PENANA7cB7N6qxK8
你卻始终站在夢裡難觸碰513Please respect copyright.PENANAIJl8eiIhku
太難回頭只能一直走不停513Please respect copyright.PENANAMBw1cGWcO4
曾經兩個人流失人海之中513Please respect copyright.PENANAAET6xszMFX
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明明不甘心 明明還在等513Please respect copyright.PENANA3NXUvoMw2C
卻偏要假装 早就不痛513Please respect copyright.PENANAHVZVyw9T25
明明奢望著 你也再次心動513Please respect copyright.PENANAEDsP9TdTp6
越美好期待 越容易落空513Please respect copyright.PENANA7WW7DLxC7b
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆513Please respect copyright.PENANAwxb6BDen0a
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂513Please respect copyright.PENANA5YRw7UpvsA
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小513Please respect copyright.PENANA05yI4Jc5SJ
一放手就消散掉513Please respect copyright.PENANA0FlJrVPPGQ
我也想灑脱一笑513Please respect copyright.PENANAPLCQNekfTR
說一生那麼長513Please respect copyright.PENANAb3UWyLZpZx
爱與你都不重要513Please respect copyright.PENANA37KoD6ASRA
也許還會遇到另一個人513Please respect copyright.PENANAy2lMeWRUoZ
許下相似的諾言513Please respect copyright.PENANAURBkwbAAKZ
我知道我難以做到513Please respect copyright.PENANAUUAjPkn9lG
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明明不甘心 明明還在等513Please respect copyright.PENANAQdSebsP5TQ
卻偏要假装 早就不痛513Please respect copyright.PENANAwoBZFmLxHA
明明奢望著 你也再次心動513Please respect copyright.PENANADEFip3QHg7
越美好期待 越容易落空513Please respect copyright.PENANAV6aAtZvoPE
承認我不配 反倒更輕鬆513Please respect copyright.PENANA9TdknjgNRK
有些愛與妒 只有自己才懂513Please respect copyright.PENANAQ8mJdkDJ9R
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小513Please respect copyright.PENANAyds7kuEpgc
一放手就消散掉513Please respect copyright.PENANAyHpnWVH76k
我也想灑脱一笑513Please respect copyright.PENANASmWvO45ZUp
說一生那麼長513Please respect copyright.PENANA1WQ3rm4Q1P
愛與你都不重要513Please respect copyright.PENANAnfSynrIYEr
也許還會遇到另一個人513Please respect copyright.PENANAfRBDA3WLTh
許下相似的諾言513Please respect copyright.PENANAsCoR1W21gX
我知道我難以做到513Please respect copyright.PENANA37RvDpZGPX
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時光洪流中這份愛多渺小513Please respect copyright.PENANAmC62UfoLjK
一放手就消散掉513Please respect copyright.PENANAUbFO2pedPp
你的心飘向遠方513Please respect copyright.PENANATEiZpzHsDx
我留不住也好513Please respect copyright.PENANANcA9l03fMd
酸與苦比恨要好513Please respect copyright.PENANALpQNrVXjeC
所有的滋味都在夜裡品嚐513Please respect copyright.PENANADlcfJb2IOt
天亮就繼續微笑513Please respect copyright.PENANAOyVA4hceRU
我知道我可以做到513Please respect copyright.PENANAPrnw7nFOcr
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我知道我難以做到
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盈月的心聲:
葉雨聲,你過的好嗎?513Please respect copyright.PENANAlqfFW8d77v
過去十年來,不知怎地,我總是一直無法忘記你。513Please respect copyright.PENANAtgBlXG8h6Y
明明當初,選擇離開的,是我.....
三年前,接受那個垃圾求婚的時候,513Please respect copyright.PENANAww5QNty4EY
我一度認為,終於可以忘記你,513Please respect copyright.PENANA8gnyd47Unt
讓我灑脫一笑吧,因為他會對我更好。513Please respect copyright.PENANAWtDZhMYnPd
發現他從一開始就同時劈腿的時候,我無法控制的,浮現了「如果是你,一定不會」513Please respect copyright.PENANAYFbzoZxZzo
......對吧?
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從美國回到台灣以後,每天總是,想著如果......513Please respect copyright.PENANA0nkeVZbEen
如果當初,沒有推開你,513Please respect copyright.PENANAmVvpUApXjG
記得那時聽柔蓉說,你被我傷得很深,513Please respect copyright.PENANAH9CW6yDYYM
那我現在這樣,是否就是一場來遲的,報應?
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從劍潭站休息室的床上醒來,突然發現回到了十七歲的那年。513Please respect copyright.PENANABbYSZJjMUR
可是,我們的世界,早已面目全非。513Please respect copyright.PENANAKWbYC37YMZ
剛經歷一場死劫的我,即使頭痛欲裂,卻不知為何,心跳不已,513Please respect copyright.PENANAKIWYB2Wf2J
好像在期待著,可以再次見到你......
然而,當你站在休息室門邊,半倚著門框,513Please respect copyright.PENANAYWKAcH8PQV
我們四目相接的那一瞬間,我卻慌了。513Please respect copyright.PENANAqJeHXqhRkd
十七歲的你,為什麼,有著和「十年前」相同的那雙眼睛。513Please respect copyright.PENANABncLqYJKud
那雙在機場,目送著我離去的雙眼......
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上天既然給了我重生的機會,為什麼一切卻顯得更加折磨?513Please respect copyright.PENANA5fPNA15moz
滄海桑田,人事已空,513Please respect copyright.PENANArKGuYCpkau
如今你旁邊的位置,好像已經,不再為我留下。513Please respect copyright.PENANAJOS2072MO9
但我可以奢望,厚著臉皮,再鼓起勇氣一次嗎?
來到休息室外,我們和其他難民一樣的,披著毛毯席地而坐。513Please respect copyright.PENANAkdP8MIQ27a
我抱著腿,默默把臉埋進兩膝之間,513Please respect copyright.PENANAWbK6SwLTGQ
也許是我想太多了,現在的你,根本不知道未來會被我傷害。513Please respect copyright.PENANAHX9wZUd1bu
但是我不知道,該怎麼面對你。513Please respect copyright.PENANAOqru3mn8MF
明明,上天已經給了我重生的機會,513Please respect copyright.PENANAUXqC53ItC8
明明,妄想著在你身邊,還保留著那屬於我的位置。513Please respect copyright.PENANAWyltlxNmyu
但我卻害怕了,513Please respect copyright.PENANAlEAVKzoToh
聽著甯菲和你有說有笑,513Please respect copyright.PENANAn80mj8tvs7
即使我沒有資格,卻還是無法控制的,胸口抽痛了一下。
柔蓉輕輕擠了我一下,關心的看著我513Please respect copyright.PENANAnbSRZ54lql
我抬起頭,披著的毛毯掉了。513Please respect copyright.PENANAfxnAoVtJxx
你毫不猶豫地,轉過身來,幫我重新披好。513Please respect copyright.PENANAMVv5dscfIQ
驚訝之餘,十七歲的身體,似乎還保留著從前喜歡你的記憶。513Please respect copyright.PENANA0WMcjc6H4B
我抓緊了毯子,把眼睛以下全包了起來,試圖遮住紅了一片的臉頰和耳根。513Please respect copyright.PENANAZrraKBvXFQ
顫抖著聲音,說了一聲「謝謝。」
原來,從前的我,這麼......喜歡你嗎?
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離開劍潭站後,513Please respect copyright.PENANAEUiLjGY2Jg
沒想到我們會在海上再一次遇到......一場死劫。513Please respect copyright.PENANAaFIEVi0OUC
但這次遇到的不是我......而是你。513Please respect copyright.PENANAF4DfqtIbHG
當列車斷裂開來,翻騰跳起,而你被彈飛出去的那個瞬間,一切彷彿靜止了,513Please respect copyright.PENANAFbgTOTW6JV
我不確定,在怒海翻騰之中,自己是否大聲喊出了,你的名字。
列車長一個箭步,將你拉回來的時候,513Please respect copyright.PENANAf9yv4X6liK
我兩腳一軟,跌坐在旁邊的位子上,全身顫抖。
所有人來到前面的車廂,擠在不夠坐的位子上。513Please respect copyright.PENANA8PO3A9L8Cx
甯菲抱著你,哭了好久。513Please respect copyright.PENANA4idVJlscuA
我第一次體會到,國文課本上學過的,什麼叫「五味雜陳」。513Please respect copyright.PENANApWwtlLPOMF
幸好上天沒有將你再次奪走,513Please respect copyright.PENANAeWrKxt7sDu
在這場時光洪流之中,513Please respect copyright.PENANADaBPuaIxoO
如果你不在了,我活著還有什麼意義?513Please respect copyright.PENANAM9rJiy825F
縱使這個曾經傷你千萬遍的我不配,513Please respect copyright.PENANAAeyfXTOsJT
我卻還是無法抑制,那份深沉而造作的不甘。513Please respect copyright.PENANAPoSsCSbLJp
多希望,此刻抱緊你的,是我......513Please respect copyright.PENANAFm8Swins4A
然而,酸與苦,縱使疼痛萬分,卻還是比恨好,513Please respect copyright.PENANAtry7PGmzIp
我希望你不要恨我,513Please respect copyright.PENANATm9u1XJEQ2
我奢望著,你的心還看向我,不要就這樣,飄向遠方。
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本以為,民權西路站的基地,是新的安身之處。513Please respect copyright.PENANAnADk0xEoUs
結果待沒多久,又是一場新的劫難。513Please respect copyright.PENANA51zHZbsFaa
慌亂之中,我們很幸運的,搭上了黃線的列車,逃離將被大群蜈蠓毀滅的車站。
在列車上,看到你照顧著其他人的行為,遠遠超過了十七歲該有的成熟穩重。513Please respect copyright.PENANAGZ9f53602u
我不禁猜想,該不會你和我一樣重生了?513Please respect copyright.PENANANLjVJCwCeM
為了弄清楚真相,我鼓起了這兩輩子從沒有過的勇氣,513Please respect copyright.PENANAbUSnr3vNM4
無論你是否,是從前那個被我深深傷害了的你,513Please respect copyright.PENANAMQxl3qhqoh
我都想真心的,向你道歉。513Please respect copyright.PENANAax18N3UYe1
卻不敢想,你真的也重生了,
我撇過頭,淚水彷彿潰了堤般的傾瀉而下。513Please respect copyright.PENANAcefxMO6cG0
好害怕,我是不是要,真正的失去你了?513Please respect copyright.PENANAf9TbUnacRI
明明想要灑脫一笑的......513Please respect copyright.PENANAjHJku45FzT
但我知道......我做不到
也許在此生,你會遇到另一個人,讓你許下相似的諾言......513Please respect copyright.PENANATLHeDnTCBb
猜想到一半,你卻將我,擁入懷中。513Please respect copyright.PENANAtuJ586ABFP
我沒想到的是,你也哭了。
葉雨聲,你還愛我嗎?513Please respect copyright.PENANA1JfJTxtZcr
在這場天翻地覆的時光洪流之中,513Please respect copyright.PENANAU2bFCCD2nK
是否可以,讓我再愛你一次?