Hey i feel the same too, i also write in english whenever im in emo or feeling depressed, i can write so much faster with the language too.



And sorry to hear that you had a rough day and moment in the school/university, i feel the same as you do, even now i am graduated i do not miss my time back when studying, it doesn't filled me with happy memories like other does, so all i can say hang on tight and you be graduated soon and greeted with bright future ahead!