Im 33 years old but when I read this I felt like a teenager again and not in a good way. 

But thats a good sign! You wrote in a way that is so relatable across ages and countries and I respect that 

tysm for ur feedback! i have thought of it, yet i am very un-motivated at the moment. The dear diary series is already a short story to help others understand they're not the only one going through this temporary pain. Ill try to do as much as i could to spread this message around.

Your diary entry is deeply emotional and relatable, touching on the pressures of expectations and the pain of not being understood. It honestly captures the conflict between who you are and who others want you to be. Have you ever thought about turning these feelings into poetry or a short story to help others feel seen too?